Random Autobiography

On December 22, 1989 I entered the world. It was a cold winter morning. Throughout my life I have seen many things, lived through rough experiences; getting jumped by 10 females for defending my love. Being followed by a scary man wasn’t fun. Learning to forgive is a challenge for me, I’ll try but my heart won’t let me. I have too much pride to let go of things. Even though I get hurt love is all I ever give. Maybe, I even loved people who didn’t deserve it, like my dad’s family. My father a 43 year old man acts and thinks like a 20 year old. He’s the man I admire the most. I understand he’s not perfect, but a great father he’s always been to me. My mother is a very understanding, loving person who never judges anyone by their mistakes. I knew she would accept my boyfriend, but to love him like her son that I would never have guessed, from getting him a lawyer to bailing him out. She cries for him like she cries for me. I’ll always have my mom’s back because she is my best friend. Even my dad’s sister almost got a brick thrown in her face for insulting my precious mother. My baby’s dad came into my life on March of 2006; he became my angel the one who protects and guides me through hard times. I miss his warm embrace. He would always make me laugh when I was angry, and he always knew how to cheer me up when I was feeling unworthy. Whether he’s released or not I’ll still be his girl, because he never left me when things got tough. I kicked him out, punched him, and offended him, but all he did was hold me down to say to me he loves me. He got me pregnant at 16 and it was great, it made me mellow in some way. We were full of happiness as that little tiny thing grew inside me. People talked and said bad things but I never cared. It’s my life and I’ll always do as I please. Yeah, they doubted me but I proved them wrong by graduating early, and still being a good mom. Nayeli Aileene, the little girl who makes me want to bang my head on the door is my PRIDE and JOY. She’s only on and already drives me crazy when she throws herself on the floor, she screams and shouts until she gets her way. My baby girl knows her mommy will do and give anything to see her smile. I changed my bad ways for her and I thank her for changing my path in this crazy world. Outgoing, happy, crazy, & optimistic are a few words that best describe me. I’m a nice girl, but do me wrong and you’ll wish you never met me. 2 brothers I care for and 2 brothers I hope the ground would eat. One sister, who depends on me, makes me feel as if she’s younger than me. I know for a fact my family loves me, because if they didn’t they wouldn’t do all the things they do for me. I enjoy playing sports with my little brother and drawing because it takes my stress away. I also enjoy dancing the nights away. Anyone that knows me knows I enjoy my life and live happily, because when people talk about me all I ever do is laugh and say don’t hate me cause you’re not me. God’s creations amaze me every little living thing is a blessing. Until my life comes to an end a smile on my face I guarantee you’ll always see, and all the people who did me wrong those will fear me.